So, this is a late post! I got caught up in editing photos tonight and didn't get around to posting until now.
So, tonight was my spa treatment. I opted for a relaxation facial which included a foot and scalp massage and two masks. 90 minutes of bliss. In that 90 minutes I thought about a lot, one of the things is that in full body massages they have you flip over partway through. I've never felt like there was a chance that the masseuse would peek. I actually think more along the lines of "why would someone want to see me naked". Then I started to think about how different it must be to be in shape. The thought process must be completely different.
It's strange to think about what will be different once I get over my cake addiction and start losing again!
BTW I did pretty well today, I plan to start taking pics of my food, but keep forgetting my camera (or maybe don't want to have pieces of cake all over the blog!) But I have been going out with others. How do I take pics of restaurant meals with friends if my blog is a secret?
Being a secret is important to me now since I don't think I could be as honest if I people I know were reading this. Weird thing is, I feel like this blog has increased in importance to me since its inception. That's thanks to you guys for being such an awesome support for me and Mrs. Parke! I want to share tidbits with friends but I don't want to reveal my 'secret', oh well.
Bed time for bonzo! Thanks for reading!
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Oh, I'm that way about the blog. The only people that know are DH and DS and fellow bloggers! I'm not telling a soul!
I have had two massages in my life, when I was much much thinner. I was so relaxed I didn't even think when it was time to turn over! It just felt good.
I have longed for a massage, but at this weight, I would be too shy about getting one. It would feel so good, though.
I'm glad you enjoyed your spa treatment! It sounds wondderful.
I haven't told anyone about my blog either . I don't really know why. I am not ashamed of it , and I am actually thinking about telling some of my close friends about it because it would be another way of keeping me accountable , and honest . Plus it would also be another step out of my comfort zone, something I am working on as well . Maybe it is a good idea after all ?
I had a facial this week exactly like yours, 90 minutes of heaven. I try to go once a month. I love facials, I actually find them more relaxing then massages.
Most of my friends know about my blog, I actually find it keeps me more accountable and honest, and I love their support and comments, but you have to do what's right for you.
Take Care!
I whip out my camera wherever I am but I chose to share my weight loss journey with my friends and family an many of them follow my blog. I feel like that has actually helped me SO much more. Since Ive been blogging and have the added support I have lost more weight than without it. Thank about sharing, letting your friends/family support you.
:)tj
LOL I thought my blog was a secret too and just poured out my heart about in laws and weight obsession and how I was keeping my WW journey a secret. Yeah, well the in laws and an aunt had somehow found my blog and had been reading it. OOPS! LOL Oh well.
Your spa treatments sound amazing ... I'm sooooo jealous :)
My boyfriend knows that the blog exists, but he has never once asked to read it. I totally keep it a secret. It's been a little over a week now that I've been taking pictures of my food. I've just been telling people that I'm using it to make sure that I dont miss anything on my food journal. OH and I tell them that I read somewhere that people who keep a photo food journal are 75% more likely to lose weight. That shuts them up!!
Massage is my 50 lbs reward. I cant wait, but I keep thinking that the person is going to be too disgusted to massage my fat body :(
I didn't know your blog was a secret like mine. I should have thought so since your weight is a secret. Ha!
I love spa days...no matter what my size. I pretend I am fit and just don't care...It feels to good to worry about what they are thinking or feeling or seeing...Who cares...it's my day!
Glad you took time to reward all your effort. Your weight loss is amazing!!!
It's so interesting to see how you all treat the privacy of your blogs! My friends know about my weight loss, just not all my deep thoughts...hmm maybe I should let them know.
I do think I'll use the photo food journal excuse. Now I need to start photographing! I totally forgot to this morning!
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